Cluttered Sign

I feel my footsteps getting deeper

I feel my knees as they get weaker

And I wish I could just go to bed

My head

Two halves of me at constant ends

Holding me down

Full of everything I never said

As my life unfolds

I’m digging myself deeper in this hole

I feel my footsteps getting deeper

I feel my knees as they get weaker

And I wish I could just go to bed

And sleep it all away

I fill my lungs then they collapse

I dug too long and now I’m

Trapped again inside my head

This is everything I feared

And I try to be sincere

You use my words against me cut me ear to ear

I feel my footsteps getting deeper

I feel my knees as they get weaker

And I wish I could just go to bed

And sleep it all away

I fill my lungs then they collapse

I dug too long and now I’m

Trapped again inside my head

If a cluttered desk is a cluttered mind

Of what then is an empty desk a sign

If a cluttered desk is a cluttered mind

Of what then is an empty desk a sign

I’m walking in circles

Everything I’m thinking, I’m second guessing

Cos the weight of these words, is pulling me down

I’m losing my grip at this rate I’ll probably drown

Cos the weight of these words, is pulling me down

I’m slipping, I’m sinking

I feel my footsteps getting deeper

I feel my knees as they get weaker

And I wish I could just go to bed

And sleep it all away

I fill my lungs then they collapse

I dug too long and now I’m trapped again inside my head

It’s louder here than I remember