Deadbeat

I am on my own

I never needed you

You are nothing now

And that's how it's always been

How do you feel knowing that you failed me?

I've been left in the dark for far too long

You call yourself a man

How dare you claim that title

You haven't earned a fucking thing

Not even self-respect

I have no pity

For a fucking deadbeat

Why would you waste your time?

Lying to my face

Save your goddamn soapbox

For someone who fucking cares

I, I've had it up to here

And I can't take much more

You bring out the worst in me

Is this what you strive for?

You know how to get underneath my skin

It's what you feed off of

And I can't stand this

But no longer will I givе in

When you look in the mirror

But see no reflеction

Of the creature you are

Or who the better man will be

Lifeless

Soulless

Hopeless

Nothing