New Face // Same Loneliness

I'm not a saint (I'm not a saint)
I'm not a savior
I'm far from perfect
Closer to a failure
I'm not who you want me to be (want me to be)
I don't know what you (I don't know what you)
Expect out of me
I'm not a saint
I'm not a savior
I'm far from perfect

Pressure it feeds my doubt (ouh, ouh, ouh)
And it's all becoming too much
(I'm losing my patience in anger)

I've been gone for quite some time
Hanging over this hole in my heart
You left me wounded and unlovable
Why was your company insufferable?
Losing you wasn't the hard part
It was knowing it cannot be undone
I compare everyone to you
Love is just a feeling that made me feel used
(Made me feel used)

I'm coping without closure
As I am lower than before
I guess I'm hanging on
But I don't love you anymore
I'm coping without closure
And I am lower than before
I guess I'm hanging on
But I can't love you anymore
(No one loves you anymore)

Closed myself off, so I can attempt to heal
I still ask, was it ever real... ever real?
Nurse my wound, dress my self esteem
Stitch my shame as I am left unclean
Don't ever ask me to stay again
No longer will I be broken at your expense