devil's/speak

I wonder if you meant it any of the times you said it
Or did you just regret it every second, every minute?
The sad part is I could never hate you
After everything, I still forgave you

It doesn't make sense why you're still upset
No hanging back to everything that you ever said
I'd lay wondering why I wasn't enough
You left me lying on the floor with my hands crossed

I wonder if you meant it any of the times you said it
Or did you just regret it every second, every minute?
Did you mean it when you said it?
Just regret it every minute

Even love is ruthless and these wounds are proof
That we survived, but at the cost of being you
Why do I always blame the wrong one then?
To get the satisfaction of ending some friends
Well, I won't bury the hatchet, I want my revenge!

I wonder if you meant it any of the times you said it
Or did you just regret it every second, every minute?

I never met a bad guy before
Who felt so alive till I went out on the floor
The one that stood out from the rest
Ending up as bloodshot through my chest
Me, you, like an all-out blitz
Had to get a fix, got a knife from the six
Now I got a full clip, real shit, no trick
Better luck, bad bitch, fuck you, feel this!

Was it worth to feel your pain when it soon discovers rage?
And we'd rather resent each other, push
Ourselves away, push and dull the pain
Putting faith in you was my only crime
Your words are poison dripping off the vine
I cut out every memory till you're fucking dead to me!

I still hope you fucking burn just like I did
Ever since then, any ounce of my kind
You know that I hurt just like you survived it
Still hope you get wrecked and build in your vices
You never hurt the way that I did
You ran all the tests and I fucking predicted
But you know how I feel, so I'm easy to lie to
Still wondering why did I love you?
When I couldn't even trust you!