10K Problems

[Intro]

Yuh

[Verse]

Niggas asking where I been at, I gotta recap it

Relapsing D.R.U.G. habits

Tryna move forward, depression been holding me backwards

Recovery ain't a straight line

What's going on like Marvin is

I heard through the grapevine that I'm falling off

I been on another planet, over they head with the last album still they didn't understand it

Now I'm in a panic, scrambling for relevance from a bunch of people that I consider irrelevant

The elephant in the room, is the music coming soon?

If it gets you on will you jive, will you coon?

Now I'm on 10 in this 4 corner room, dead inside like a baby that's aborted in the womb

Overpressured and undervalued, I'm never enough

I got a complex in believing I'm a fuck up

Then I got Complex feeding my demons and they read it and validate the reasons that I don't love us

I left my woman cause I couldn't keep this shit at home

You can't be good with someone else if you ain't good alone

See every girl that try to do me right, I did them wrong

But even dogs get tired of chasing a bone

I lash out with violence and deal with the karma

I broke a bottle on a nigga head out in Toronto then got extorted for $10,000

Honestly that was the least of my 10,000 problems

My pops had a surgery on his neck and was paralyzed, It's a painful process watching your parents die

And niggas look at my life and think I'm in paradise, don't know the blood I spilled over these parasites

Shit is deeper than rap nigga, my right hand scammed me then framed the homie like a class picture

So I went and thrashed niggas then that nigga twin brother called his brothers tryna come and clap niggas

So I'm ridin' round with the strap nigga

Beverley Hills police pulling up on me cause I'm a black nigga

Now I got this gun case, facing 1-5, a lawyer's fees can't pay my mama not to cry

Surrounded by homicide, I got survivor's guilt

Wishing maybe I'd be better off if I got killed, wishing planes that I'm on would crash

First class flight to an early grave, I'll be home at last

I'd just look at the microphone and laugh, would I have ever picked you up if I knew what I know in the past

Summer skies all overcast, if I don't make it to tomorrow then play this verse on my behalf

I told my whole heart