What I Wished I Never Had

[Intro]

Don't catch me at the wrong time

Or you will feel my wrath

The one I wished I never had (wished I never had)

[Chorus]

I need to rid myself of resentment

And every last bit of it

If I'm going to live up to the things I've written

I need to clear my mind of this anger

And all the rage that I've held near

If I'm going to live up to the words I've spoken

[Verse 1]

But I haven't yet

Letting go

Is how I can start to fight my way

Out of this hole I've dug

In this war against myself (this war against myself)

But I haven't yet (but I haven't yet)

[Verse 2]

Don't catch me at the wrong time or you will feel my wrath

The one I wished I never had (wished I never had)

I wish I never had this demon inside

I wish I knew how to cast it out

I wish I never had this demon inside

I wish I knew how to cast it out

But I fear it will never leave me (but I fear it will never leave me)

[Chorus]

I need to rid myself of resentment

And every last bit of it

If I'm going to live up to the things I've written

I need to clear my mind of this anger

And all the rage that I've held near

If I'm going to live up to the words I've spoken

[Bridge]

Letting go, Just let it go

I know, I know

Letting go, Just let it go

I know, I know

Letting go, Just let it go

I know, I know

Letting go, Just let it go

I know, I know

[Outro]

I know I need to let go

Of everything that has

Ever made me think myself better

I'm not better than anyone else

Of anything that's filled me with anger

That I have taken out on everyone else (on everyone else)

These demons will never leave me

I can only find ways to not let them out

These demons will never leave me

But I control them, not the other way around...