What My Heart Held

I just want to feel something

I just want to feel something new

I feel like I'm stuck in this routine

Every day is decided before I wake

Every dream that I've dreamt I don't want to chase

All the people I've met, I start forgetting their names

The whole day just blurs into one picture

And months later, there are collections of copies

Everything looks the same

Everything feels the same

Everything looks the same

Everything feels the same

Feel the same

I feel like I'm stuck in this routine

Every day is decided before I wake

Every dream that I've dreamt I don't want to chase

All the people I've met, I start forgetting their names

And they forget mine and I give them no blame

I'm so disconnected, I don't feel the same

That I did when we started

When I knew what my heart held

So what does my heart hold now?

Is it something else or am I too blind to see I'm still the same?

I know I still hold close the same things I always have

But this world crashes down on me and I can only think about the weight

Instead of those who were always there to help me hold it up

You have always been there to help me hold up this earth

Every time it weighs me down

I need to break out of this routine

Everyday is decided when I say

Every dream that I've dreamt I am gonna chase

All the people I've met in every different place

I hold them all close and support their dreams

I feel so connected, now I am the same

That I was when we started

When I knew what my heart held

Everything looks the same

Everything feels the same

Everything looks the same

Everything feels the same

You've always been there to help me hold up this earth

Everything looks the same

Everything feels the same

Everything looks the same

Everything feels the same

You've always been there to help me hold up this earth

I just want to feel something

I just want to feel something now