Fxcked Up

[Intro: Witt Lowry & Covey]

(For the first time, for the first time)

Listen

[Verse 1: Witt Lowry]

My heart is breakin', maybe I lack the patience

But how have all your vices now become my obligation?

With every sip you take, you change, and damn, I fuckin' hate it

Might take every bottle in this motherfuckin' house and break it

I can't take it, as you become a slave to somethin' faceless

You always say you'll change, yeah, you always say the same shit

How could someone so wise becomе so equally complacent?

You're about to losе it all, do you not care enough to save it, motherfucker?

I'm sorry, damn, it's been a long day

But think about it, have you ever asked if I was okay?

You see your problems create problems, then you drink 'em away

It's not until you sober up enough that that's when you say, hey

[Chorus: Covey & Witt Lowry]

I fucked up again

Slept in all of my clothes

For the first time in a while (For the first time, for the first time)

I fucked up again

Blacked out and lost all control

For the first time in a while (For the first time, for the first time)

(Yeah)

[Verse 2: Witt Lowry]

You wasted years gettin' wasted, don't need your sorry, just save it

You think I can't tell you're faded? Don't mean to be so abrasive

I know you have a disease and that you're just scared to face it

Don't mean to make this 'bout me, but can't you see why I'm jaded?

I miss the you you are when you're sober, you've added years to your face

And not just because you're gettin' older, but 'cause you drank and you drank

It feels like the world's on your shoulders, you carry all of its weight

And the doctor said you're bipolar, you think there's been a mistake

And I know, I'm not your brain, it's not my place to tell you what is real

All that I can do is try to tell you how I fuckin' feel

Stuck by you through it all, don't ever question if I love you still

The greatest gift that you could ever give me is to fuckin' heal

I never would've thought you'd let the liquor run your life

You drink when everything is wrong, you drink when everything is right

Not here to downplay all your pain or all the demons that you fight

But over family and friends, how could you pick a vodka Sprite?

Another night, another lie, you try to hide it, I can tell

You're drunk again, 'cause on your breath, the alcohol is all I smell

We only have this life to live, why would you choose to live in Hell?

If you won't get sober for me, at least just do it for yourself

Damn, I feel you fading away

I never let you hit rock bottom, maybe that's what it takes

For you to finally put the bottle down before it's too late

It's not until you sober up enough that that's when you say, hey

[Chorus: Covey]

I fucked up again

Slept in all of my clothes

For the first time in a while (For the first time, for the first time)

I fucked up again

Blacked out and lost all control

For the first time in a while (For the first time, for the first time)