Silly Me

Silly me
Overreacting, I need to practice
My apologies
Swear not to disagree anymore
I still don't know which words I'm supposed to say
I will tell her I'm sorry
Always one step too late
Silly me, where's my head?
I can't believe now it's over
She would be here if it wasn't for
Silly me, silly me
She said "are you kidding me?"
Your narcissistic behaviour has been killing me
For three years, or maybe more
I could tell that your love was
Toned down in abuse (?)
You're just a jackal in (?)
Now find another muse
Silly me, where's my head
I can't believe now it's over
She would be here if it wasn't for
Silly me, silly me
Suppose our bodies now agree (?)
On the rise of lawyer's fees
With crystal ball I now can see
That I'm a man of low degree
She never thinks of rich or poor
And with my knees down on the floor
(?)
I have favor with you no more
SIlly me, where's my head
I can't believe now it's over
She would be here if it wasn't for
Silly me, silly me