and then there's me

I lie awake almost every night Knowing you're pulling some Aphrodite Even my sister thinks I've lost my mind Hung up on you I think I'm making it much, much worse Encouraging myself to act first I wonder if I'm getting on your nerves Thinking I'm smooth Cause then there's you Break of daylight The way you move The perfect playwright And then there's you Forbidden maybe You hum your tune Secure and steady And then there's me The way my hands shake The way I speak It never translates How suddenly My stubborn walls break We're different leagues 'Cause then there's me Then there's me I know my place, I'm not near enough To be considered and then inducted In the genre of girls you've loved Still I don't move on I'm either gonna have to watch you date somebody else Or I will have to find out for myself How to convince you that I'm worth punching down Cause then there's you Break of daylight The way you move The perfect playwright And then there's you Forbidden maybe You hum your tune Secure and steady And then there's me The way my hands shake The way I speak It never translates How suddenly My stubborn walls break We're different leagues 'Cause then there's me Then there's me I'm either gonna have to watch you date somebody else Or I will have to find out for myself How to convince you that I'm worth punching down I'm either gonna have to watch you post her casually Or I will have to take up gambling And keep on reaching out in spite of me 'Cause then there's me Then there's me