Armitage

I came up for air in the dark But I was chained to the floor Nightmare recurring, the clock doesn't work anymore Hey, my name's Joe, my last name I don't really know I don't feel deserving, my fingers feel numb from the cold It's not for lack of trying But it's never gonna happen A moment in time at my desk A picture I kept The camera lens focused Five years of hell then you left If it's for the best Why am I barely coping? You know the choice, now you choose Your family, your friends or the booze I told her to let you home, what a mistake, I'm a fool And it's not for lack of trying but it's never gonna happen And it's not for lack of trying but it's never gonna Never gonna, never gonna happen A moment in time at my desk A picture I kept The camera lens focused Five years of hell then you left If it's for the best Why am I barely coping? I turned the light on to see what's inside of your head Bit there's nothing left That's not my real last name What's a picture with no picture frame? Who calls each other, who calls the shots? Do you blame me or not? I'm just the boy you raised, who grew up and changed his name Your sons, your little boys, filled their houses with toys To take up the space, you left in your wake, now you're just a decade late It's not for lack of trying but it's never gonna happen A moment in time at my desk, a picture I kept, the camera lens focused Five years of hell then you left, if it's for the best, why am I barely coping? I turned the light on to see what's inside of your head, there's nothing left That's not my real last name (It's not for lack of trying) That's not my real last name (It's never gonna happen) That's not my real last name What's a picture with no picture frame?