Lately

[Verse 1] You swore that you’d make me feel seen See, that’s what’s bothering me It’s bordering negligence For a holiday with your friends My pondering the space between Left me with nothing, nothing but envy I’m circling, everything’s closing in Dine in alone again, silence is heavy and [Chorus] Lately I’ve been baking I’ve been wasting all my time I’ve been dying to survive I’ve been dying to survive Lately I’ve been toking Smoking all the fumes I am Crush my mind into a can ‘Cause lately I’ve been falling apart [Verse 1] A stained cedar cabin under trees A friends break a patio for three That’s what hits so deep You’ve left no room for me I was hoping the grass would be greener Now I wake up to go back to sleep Work my hands ‘til they bleed Then mend them with corporate speech [Chorus] Lately I’ve been baking I’ve been wasting all my time I’ve been dying to survive I’ve been dying to survive Lately I’ve been toking Smoking all the fumes I am Crush my mind into a can ‘Cause lately I’ve been falling apart [Verse 3] Deep in the haze (Haze), it’s poetic Who am I kidding it’s fucking pathetic I’m caught in a loop, dependent on you And now I’m awake (Awake), I’m obsessive When I’m high, I fucking regret it My mind is tomb, a crypt made for two [Bridge] Lately I’ve been falling apart Lately I’ve been falling apart Lately it’s hard to lament Lately I feel like this might be the end Ten steps backwards again Until then, lately I’d been on the mend Lately I’m empty, I’m spent Insufferable lately, I can’t comprehend Lately It’s hard to pretend That I’ve got some fight left inside of me Lately I needed a friend [Chorus] Lately I’ve been baking I’ve been wasting all my time I’ve been dying to survive I’ve been dying to survive Lately I’ve been toking Smoking all the fumes I am Crush my mind in toa can ‘Cause lately I’ve been falling apart [Outro] Lately I’ve been falling apart Lately I’ve been falling apart Lately I’ve been falling apart Lately I’ve been falling apart