Realize and Rebuild

I wish that I could be satisfied That I could know what fueled my stride That I could know what I want from life Twenty years Waking up every day Wondering if this feeling is here to stay If today is the day I throw it all away If you need to ask how I'm doing Then you haven't been listening These shadows on me are not my own They shimmer, they wheeze, and they moan I found company in these leaning trees They bend but don't snap Dying slowly in front of all that pass On the edge of collapse By what means does my life cling? The world walks by my cage As I attempt to color each day In a way that makеs me want to stay In a way that makes me worth thе air that I breathe My charity is in excess when in the company of death I have so much to give when there's no one left I have so much to give I have so much to give Rebuild There is no more intoxicating fantasy than to be extraordinary I make a mentor out of every man I meet A lover out of everyone I pass in the street We sing out of sync We sing out of sync We sing out of sync We sing out of sync We sing out of sync We sing out of sync We sing out of sync