[Intro]
And once cut, you will be free from dirt, but you will not be clean
And you will be free from soil, but you will remain soiled
Soiled in a way that water cannot wash and cut in a way that cannot heal
This is who you are now, forever
I'm my own disappointment
[Verse 1]
Somewhere between where and I am and where I need to be
(Where I need to be)
Nothing will ever be good enough
Turn all that I love to ashes and dust
(Ashes and dust)
Don’t want to be remembered, let me live and die in isolation as nature intended
My body in bloom
[Breakdown]
What the fuck do I do?
[Verse 2]
What the fuck do I do when I've achieved nothing and feel like I'm outliving my use?
Ticking clock on my life and youth
Prisoner to all my expectations and all that I’ve gone through
[Breakdown]
[Verse 3]
It is what it is, I'm not special just fucking different
And all my emotions are too inconsistent
[Bridge]
This is who I am
This is what I've grown into
Underneath my skin is running out of room
My body in bloom
[Breakdown]
Ugh!
[Instrumental Outro]
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