Resent and Regret

I will always regret Living past the age Of people better than me What they don't say Is once people die You'll even miss the pain they gave And I said Last night when I saw you in my head "It's so good to see you again" You pulled me in against your chest I miss my family I miss my friends I know you were doing your best I miss all the people that weren't supposed to die yet I hated feeling I hated feeling so far away (So far away) From everybody By the time I was ready To show you who I've become (Who I've become, who I've become) You were gone Life isn't fair (Fair) It's meaningless (Meaningless) Without someone to share it with If dreams are the only place we're allowed to speak (Allowed to speak) Then I hope today is the last time I'm awake (I'm awake) I don't know if you'd be proud of me (Proud of me) I don't know if life could ever make you happy Wherever you are, I hope that the pain is gone I felt so much resentment for my life not being perfect But at least At least you were apart of it I still love everyone I've ever loved I'm still working on feeling like I'm enough And when it seems like I can't go on I still love everyone that I've ever loved I'm still working on feeling like I'm enough (On my own) And when it seems like I can't go on (My own) I know that I'll see you after every setting sun