Easily Erased

I still see you when I close my eyes I can't even know peace when you're not near me How some things never change All of this time and I still can't keep the pace Will you break all of the promises that you made For you it should be easy to erase My love for you The accidental absolute What part of "I can't take it" do you not understand I'd rather never hold it than have it leave my hand All of these nights that you visit me But I still don't have your company Every life lived a thousand times still ends in goodbye All the fucking years I've lost My eyes are dry for the first time in my life Will you break all of the promises that you made For you it should be easy to erase My love for you The accidental absolute How much longer Until I feel better Old loves lost but never gone The things that we won't be and the places we won't see They no longer haunt me Holding a loaded gun to my love Your hands are covered in the blood Of the weak and the willing