Anemophobia Pt. 2

I took a boat the other day

And it felt like things had changed

The calm of open water

Numbed my nerves away

But the clouds were coming in

And I felt my body shiver

I guess it's just my trigger

To revert to darker days

I still worry about the weather

But not as much as I used to

I think I'm getting better

Or maybe growing up

I know I'm growing old

As the cracks begin to show

And I wonder where did

Twenty five years go?

[Chorus]

I see it now

It's not what I need

Because a saving grace never came along for me

I see it now

And I'm asking for help

But only I can fix myself

I see it now

I feel so ashamed sometimes

'Cause I'm a privileged man

With a privileged life

My friends have suffered tragedy

And terminal disease

But they still laugh about the bad

Because the good is all they see

[Chorus]

I see it now

It's not what I need

Because a saving grace never came along for me

I see it now

And I'm asking for help

Cause only I can fix myself

I see it now

I see it now

I'm not quite there

I remember names and faces

But I haven't got away from this place

Maybe for the better

Maybe I'm just better off this way

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