Pressure

[Intro] I got people talkin' like they know me, but they never did Haunted by a past, demons takin' up a residence Hesitant, anyone who love me, I been questioning Evidence, think I need it, show me where the blessing's been In the trenches, got a war I'm battling inside (Yeah) Say you got my back, but man, I'm bleeding on your knife (Yeah) I've got people shakin' hands that wanna see me die Stressin', got me sweating, paranoid, I'm up at night (Woo) [Verse 1] I know that they're waiting on me to drop And wanna see me bleed, but I've got evil thoughts That give deadly threats, I don't get to rest If I ever do, well, I just get depressed I've got too much on my plate, wanna run away Thought I'd make it, but I can't hold the weight And I'm standin', got one foot in the grave And I'm 'bout to slip, any fuckin' day [Pre-Chorus] I know they'll be happy for me, never And I'm probably gonna feel like this forever They said once you make it here, it'll be better But I used to be so numb, now all I feel is pressure Pressure, a-a-all I feel is pressure [Chorus] When everything I worked for that I love Goes wrong and weighs down and piles up Maybe I'll be fucked up forever Maybe it's just too much pressure [Verse 2] This road is so lonely, waves come crashing on me I don't think you know me Y'all just talk while I waste away slowly Yeah, lookin' like, what have I done? I thought I was dreaming I was just lettin' down all of the ones that I love (Yeah) Nothing is ever enough, you need the views, you need the songs You need to balance the different personas and keep off the drugs And hold it together, pretend that you're normal While everyone watching is loading their guns I can feel the dark consuming, got me 'bout to lose it When will they see that I'm a fake? I don't know what I'm doing When you blow up, they don't mention the things around it ruins On the edge, and now my head is sayin', "Fuckin' do it" [Pre-Chorus] I know they'll be happy for me, never And I'm probably gonna feel like this forever They keep saying, "You'll be happy when you get here" I got all that I want, but all I feel is pressure Pressure, a-a-all I feel is pressure [Chorus] When everything I worked for that I love Goes wrong and weighs down and piles up Maybe I'll be fucked up forever Maybe it's just too much pressure [Outro] A-a-all I feel is pressure