The Sound of Falling

[Intro] (It gets so loud inside my head) (And that's the sound of me falling) [Verse 1] I hear 'em hate, how many times I gotta prove 'em wrong? Hope I break down, breathin' in, I'm tryna keep it calm But I'm trapped here, feelin' like there's no one I can trust (Nah) In this black mirror, tellin' me I'll never be enough, so (Never be enough) G-get your foot off of my chest and let me breathe I don't know the person you're expecting mе to be (To be) Tryin' to brush it off but I'm just holding it inside I swеar to God, they know and fucking feed on all my insecurities [Pre-Chorus] I don't think I can hear myself when these voices talk I can't blame nobody else 'cause it's me talking to myself [Chorus] It gets so loud inside my head And that's the sound of me falling Into another attempt, another attempt To try and to find out (To try and to find out) Is it just in my head Or can you hear it, hear it too? [Verse 2] I swear to God, it's gettin' louder, I can barely make out Anything besides this overwhelming sound of my doubts Every day is like a fight to find the knob and turn it down or drown it out With any pill that I can find in this house But now I'm startin' to feel like my mom when I was younger, maybe it's genetic Maybe she was really taking all this shit to fix a headache They tell me that this will kill you if you let it But I question, is it me or are there voices in my head that said it? [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause there's a devil on my shoulder tryna test my faith But never taking credit for all of this mess I've made I need a double barrel pillow just to rest my face So give me silence or it's Kurt Cobain [Chorus] It gets so loud inside my head And that's the sound of me falling Into another attempt, another attempt To try and to find out (To try and to find out) Is it just in my head Or can you hear it, hear it too? [Bridge] (It gets so loud inside my head) (And that's the sound of me falling) Now every silent moment The voice inside me grows It used to keep me company But now when I'm alone [Chorus] It gets so loud inside my head And that's the sound of me falling Into another attempt, another attempt To try and to find out (Find out) Is it just in my head Or can you hear it, hear it too?