Guest Room

[Verse 1]

I don't even have a guest room yet

How can I expect to die like that?

With space that's shared and rent that's due

When it's still my turn to vacuum

I lived past my first line in the dirt

Never thought my twenties could come first

I've talked too many friends down over the phone

Not to meet up at our next milestone

[Chorus]

If I'm gonna be

Somebody

Deliberately alive

I want to do it right

[Verse 2]

I pay somebody on the internet

To talk through things I don't know how to fix

But it's all exercises in buoyancy

Not insured for the help that I need

And I give myself fat lips

Chewin' out my cheeks when I'm anxious

So I've told a few friends who say, "Be gentle, kid"

But that only works some of the time

[Chorus]

If I'm gonna be

Somebody

Deliberately alive

How do I do it right?

If I'm gonna be

Somebody

Deliberately alive

How can I do it right?

[Outro]

Not sure which one I fear worse

(Going young or getting old)

Guess I'll take whatever comes first

It's not like I had a say in being born

(Going young or getting old)

At least I'm not convinced I deserve either one anymore

Not sure which one I fear worse

(Going young or getting old)

Guess I'll take whatever comes first

(Going young or getting old)

It's not like I had a say in being born

(Going young or getting old)

At least I'm not convinced I deserve either one anymore

Not sure which one I fear worse

(Going young or getting old)

Guess I'll take whatever comes first

(Going young or getting old)

It's not like I had a say in being born

(Going young or getting old)

At least I'm not convinced I deserve either one

Not convinced I deserve either one

Not convinced I deserve either one anymore

(Going young or getting old)