Here I Yap

I'm talking myself in circles once again I'm failing all of my family And blowing off my friends I'm coughing up my guts And spilling out my lungs I'm worried that one day I will not be enough I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna talk about it I think that I love you If only I thought you could love me too I will exist without you Locked in my room Thinking about you I swear, it is not what it looks like It's just one of those nights I've wasted most of my life But I will hold your hand So fucking tight Until our knuckles are both turning white I'm buried under a scene that's killing me I know what I said, but I can't sleep I am running out of things to talk about But I never seem to shut my fucking mouth Do you think that we could play pretend? And when we're done, we never speak again Do you think that we could play pretend? And when we're done, we never speak again Do you think that we could play pretend? And when we're done, we never speak again All that I want is to take you home But we're miles apart I don't know where to start I am cringe, but I'm trying I think that I am dying So give me something to live for