Dusty

I can't forget you if I tried

I'm doing great, but that's a lie

I wanna touch you one more time

I wish your hand was holding mine

I woke up with you next to me

But I think it was just a dream

Or was it my memory?

I miss your voice, it's killing me

I'm giving up

I'm not enough

I'm done falling in love

I'm always fucking up

We're on-and-off, we're on-and-off

God, please kill me, I wanna feel something

I've put too much of my trust in You

You're nowhere to be found

Eyes looking, nothing but dust

I've never felt so down

My lungs start turning to rust

I had a heart, but it died your slave

It's hard watching everyone lеave

I'm a vagrant, but I can't change it

I'm slowly climbing out, I can't sustain this

You're walking out, I'm sulking in

All of your walls arе paper-thin

There's a ghost in my room

It's just me without you

Gazing down my shoes

But that's all I can do

I'm trying hard to stay awake

Pulling apart, again and again, 'til I break

Off-and-on, we're off-and-on

'Til one day, I decide we're done

Off-and-on, we're off-and-on

'Til one day, I decide we're done