Here I Yap

I'm talking myself in circles once again

I'm failing all of my family

And blowing off my friends

I'm coughing up my guts

And spilling out my lungs

I'm worried that one day

I will not be enough

I don't wanna talk about it

I don't wanna talk about it

I think that I love you

If only I thought you could love me too

I will exist without you

Locked in my room

Thinking about you

I swear, it is not what it looks like

It's just one of those nights

I've wasted most of my life

But I will hold your hand

So fucking tight

Until our knuckles are both turning white

I'm buried under a scene that's killing me

I know what I said, but I can't sleep

I am running out of things to talk about

But I never seem to shut my fucking mouth

Do you think that we could play pretend?

And when we're done, we never speak again

Do you think that we could play pretend?

And when we're done, we never speak again

Do you think that we could play pretend?

And when we're done, we never speak again

All that I want is to take you home

But we're miles apart

I don't know where to start

I am cringe, but I'm trying

I think that I am dying

So give me something to live for