Hostage

Eyes heavy, I haven’t been sleeping

Bloodshot from staring straight at my ceiling

Thoughts ripping me to pieces, I’m speechless

I keep latching onto temporary happiness

Even if it’s for a night, that’s one less I’ll spend

Overwhelmed & stress again

Fixating on things I can’t control

Like god damn tunnel vision

Burdening this weight alone

There’s nothing left to feed on

Capillaries have ran dry, blood leaking out of my mind

Toxicity & I, we intertwine

No last words, put me in the dirt

I don’t wanna feel, I don’t wanna hurt

No last words, put me in the dirt

Six feet is what I deserve

It’s funny, isn’t it? Working towards the imminent

Really wish I nеver fucking pissed away my innocencе

Another year sleeping through my hands

Growing old is a hell I can’t stand

We all end up with nothing and that’s the deadly sting

Inevitable and crushing, look what it’s made me

No last words, put me in the dirt