Hostage

Eyes heavy, I haven’t been sleeping Bloodshot from staring straight at my ceiling Thoughts ripping me to pieces, I’m speechless I keep latching onto temporary happiness Even if it’s for a night, that’s one less I’ll spend Overwhelmed & stress again Fixating on things I can’t control Like god damn tunnel vision Burdening this weight alone There’s nothing left to feed on Capillaries have ran dry, blood leaking out of my mind Toxicity & I, we intertwine No last words, put me in the dirt I don’t wanna feel, I don’t wanna hurt No last words, put me in the dirt Six feet is what I deserve It’s funny, isn’t it? Working towards the imminent Really wish I nеver fucking pissed away my innocencе Another year sleeping through my hands Growing old is a hell I can’t stand We all end up with nothing and that’s the deadly sting Inevitable and crushing, look what it’s made me No last words, put me in the dirt I don’t wanna feel, I don’t wanna hurt Six feet is what I deserve