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Hostage

Release date: 9th July 2021

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"Hostage" is a track by VCTMS, from the album Vol. IV Numb the Ache, released 9th July 2021. Full lyrics are available below.

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VCTMS

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Lyrics

Hostage

Eyes heavy, I haven’t been sleeping

Bloodshot from staring straight at my ceiling

Thoughts ripping me to pieces, I’m speechless

I keep latching onto temporary happiness

Even if it’s for a night, that’s one less I’ll spend

Overwhelmed & stress again

Fixating on things I can’t control

Like god damn tunnel vision

Burdening this weight alone

There’s nothing left to feed on

Capillaries have ran dry, blood leaking out of my mind

Toxicity & I, we intertwine

No last words, put me in the dirt

I don’t wanna feel, I don’t wanna hurt

No last words, put me in the dirt

Six feet is what I deserve

It’s funny, isn’t it? Working towards the imminent

Really wish I nеver fucking pissed away my innocencе

Another year sleeping through my hands

Growing old is a hell I can’t stand

We all end up with nothing and that’s the deadly sting

Inevitable and crushing, look what it’s made me

No last words, put me in the dirt

I don’t wanna feel, I don’t wanna hurt

Six feet is what I deserve

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From Vol. IV Numb the Ache

2021
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    Scott McGinnis
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