numb to it all

Numb to it all To everyone I see Fake conversations & nowhere to lead And I don’t relate to anyone I won’t even try Damaged and desensitized I was yours and you were mine I am so sick of the fact that nothing good ever lasts And I can’t move forward if I don’t adapt But how can the world rip you away like that Eyes glazed over It’s one in the same No amount of intoxication Ever loosens the weight I can only disintegrate Under everything I couldn’t change Reminded of all the things that I can’t change Numb to it all To everyone I see Fake conversations & nowhere to lead And I don’t relate to anyone I won’t even try Damaged and desensitized I was yours and you were mine I am so sick of the fact that nothing good ever lasts And I can’t move forward if I don’t detach But how fuck do people move on so fast? Everything feels so god damn temporary I have no love to give And won’t sit here to force it In desperate attempts I turn it and forfeit I’ll let in everything To feel it all again Forced to learn the lesson That everything ends Intoxication Won’t kill the pain It all feels the same I’ll only just disintegrate What’s gonna drive me to care? Cause I don’t anymore Bleeding on the bathroom floor To feel something more, anything more than this Regret’s at the bottom of the bottle And I always find myself at the end The only thing that makes me feel alive Is slowly killing me at the same time