numb to it all

Numb to it all

To everyone I see

Fake conversations & nowhere to lead

And

I don’t relate to anyone

I won’t even try

Damaged and desensitized

I was yours and you were mine

I am so sick of the fact that nothing good ever lasts

And I can’t move forward if I don’t adapt

But how can the world rip you away like that

Eyes glazed over

It’s one in the same

No amount of intoxication

Ever loosens the weight

I can only disintegrate

Under everything I couldn’t change

Reminded of all the things that I can’t change

Numb to it all

To everyone I see

Fake conversations & nowhere to lead

And

I don’t relate to anyone

I won’t even try

Damaged and desensitized

I was yours and you were mine

I am so sick of the fact that nothing good ever lasts

And I can’t move forward if I don’t detach

But how fuck do people move on so fast?

Everything feels so god damn temporary

I have no love to give

And won’t sit here to force it

In desperate attempts I turn it and forfeit

I’ll let in everything

To feel it all again

Forced to learn the lesson

That everything ends

Intoxication

Won’t kill the pain

It all feels the same

I’ll only just disintegrate

What’s gonna drive me to care?

Cause I don’t anymore

Bleeding on the bathroom floor

To feel something more, anything more than this

Regret’s at the bottom of the bottle

And I always find myself at the end

The only thing that makes me feel alive

Is slowly killing me at the same time