pain for fun

[Verse 1: St. Vincent, WILLOW, WILLOW & St. Vincent] There's always and always and always and always a need There's always and always and always and always a need When I see you smile, there's always that familiar feeling Somehow, I'm not the only one There's always and always and always and always a need There's always and always and always and always a need When you start to cry, I get that familiar feeling Somehow, I'm not the only one [Chorus: WILLOW] I'm so close to tears I'm biting, holding back I'm so happy, I could break down and cry Break down and cry So alone and so at home So alone and so at home [Verse 2: St. Vincent, WILLOW & St. Vincent] I'm always and always and always and always in need I'm always and always and always and always in need When we lock our eyes, I hit my head on the ceiling I'm not the only one [Verse 3: WILLOW] Always wanting something, yearning Feel indifferent, undeserving What am I, what am I now? And if I catch a glimpse of you while I hide Will you walk away from me and kill my pride? It's fine 'cause I feel this pain for fun [Chorus: St. Vincent, WILLOW & St. Vincent] I'm so close to tears I'm biting, holding back I'm so happy, I could break down and cry Break down and cry So alone and so at home So alone and so at home