pain for fun

[Verse 1: St. Vincent, WILLOW, WILLOW & St. Vincent]

There's always and always and always and always a need

There's always and always and always and always a need

When I see you smile, there's always that familiar feeling

Somehow, I'm not the only one

There's always and always and always and always a need

There's always and always and always and always a need

When you start to cry, I get that familiar feeling

Somehow, I'm not the only one

[Chorus: WILLOW]

I'm so close to tears

I'm biting, holding back

I'm so happy, I could break down and cry

Break down and cry

So alone and so at home

So alone and so at home

[Verse 2: St. Vincent, WILLOW & St. Vincent]

I'm always and always and always and always in need

I'm always and always and always and always in need

When we lock our eyes, I hit my head on the ceiling

I'm not the only one

[Verse 3: WILLOW]

Always wanting something, yearning

Feel indifferent, undeserving

What am I, what am I now?

And if I catch a glimpse of you while I hide

Will you walk away from me and kill my pride?

It's fine 'cause I feel this pain for fun

[Chorus: St. Vincent, WILLOW & St. Vincent]

I'm so close to tears

I'm biting, holding back

I'm so happy, I could break down and cry

Break down and cry

So alone and so at home

So alone and so at home