Life in Forward Motion

I was comin' off a relapse when they told me that you died

And I never did come visit, I thought we'd have more time

Well it weighs me down like granite that I gave you some excuse

Sometimes I tend to panic, don't wanna face the truth

I always kinda hoped for somethin' more

But it's hard to see the light when you're face down on the floor

I know livin' should be easy, but sometimes it feels a curse

There's a shadow hangin' 'round me and it's slowly growin' worse