Would Not Come

[Verse 1]

If I make a lot of tinsel then people will want to

If I am hardened, no fear of further abandonment

If I am famous, then maybe I'll feel good in this skin and

If I am cultured, my words will somehow garner respect

[Chorus]

And I would throw a party, still it would not come

I would bike, run, swim and still it would not come

I go traveling and still it would not come

I would starve myself and still it would not come

[Verse 2]

If I am masculine, I will be taken more seriously

If I take a break, it would make me irresponsible then

If I'm elusive, I will surely be sought after often

If I need assistance then I must be incapable

[Chorus]

I be filthy rich and still it would not come

I would seduce them and still it would not come

I would drink vodka and still it would not come

I have an orgasm still it would not come

[Verse 3]

If I accumulate knowledge, I'll be impenetrable

If I am aloof no one will know when they strike a nerve and

If I keep my mouth shut, the boat will not have to be rocked

If I am vulnerable I will be trampled upon

[Chorus]

And I would go shopping and still it would not come

I leave the country and still it would not come

I would scream and rebel, still it would not come

I would stuff my face and still it would not come

I be productive and still it would not come

I be celebrated, still it would not come

I be the hero and still it would not come

I renunciate and still it would not come