I Don’t Want To Die Tonight

[Verse 1]

Blind in my steps

Am I falling?

Just like every other Autumn leaf

Bound to my flaws

Hanging vulnerable

In darkness on the ocean floor

If only I was separate from what I created

[Verse 2]

Maybe things would be better

If we undid this knot

And ended our hunger strike

Following in the footsteps

Of my grandmother, she

Welcomed all her pain

[Chorus]

So I'm keeping any extra I made to myself

I wouldn't have expected anyone to notice it

Tonight I don't, I don't want to die

But tomorrow I might

[Verse 3]

Stuck to my false sense of self

Hanging vulnerable in darkness, we can't seem

To ever get away from everything we want

What if I was only waiting for my chance to jump?

[Outro]

Tonight I don't, I don't want to get high

But tomorrow I might

I'll be prepared to die

I'll be prepared to die

Tonight

Kiss my mom and dad goodbye

I'll be prepared to die

Tonight