Sick and Disgusting

Remember the time you said son it'll be alright
Remember the time you said son it will be just fine
Well I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough
And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved
I just wanna feel loved
Remember the time I said god I'm ready to die
Remember the time I said god just take my life
Remember the time that I cried every single night
And every thing about myself was out of spice
Sick joke, sick joke, that's all I'll ever be to anyone
Sick joke, sick joke, that's all you'll ever be to anyone
I'm nothing but sick and disgusting
I'm nothing but sick and disgusting
God I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die
God I'm too much of a coward to give you my life
And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night
But if you want me I'm gonna stay here
and fight till you say son your heart is mine
Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
Daddy I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting