Maplewood

[Verse 1]

There's no time for things that I perceive as bringing out the worst in me

It's hard enough to get up off the ground

When I'm holding onto useless thoughts

A fight I wish I never fought

[Chorus]

And now my back's against the wall

At least there's nowhere left to fall

Count the time it took to fix my lack of trust

I do all I can, but still it's not enough

Now I'm holding out to shed this ball and chain

I tried, but I'm still dragging dead weight

[Verse 2]

I'm lusting for the little things I love

I never learned of any self-control

'Cause I just couldn't bring myself to care

So many years I wasn't there

Now I'm living with no time to spare

My patterned overthinking isn't scarce

'Cause I just couldn't bring myself to care

Myself to care

[Chorus]

And now my back's against the wall

At least there's nowhere left to fall

Count the time it took to fix my lack of trust

I do all I can, but still it's not enough

Now I'm holding out to shed this ball and chain

I tried, but I'm still dragging dead weight