Honey in the Sun (edit)

A half full moon in Mexico City I think of you

When I saw the Southern Cross I wished you had too

I wish my heart was as cold as the morning dew

But it's as warm as saxophones

And honey in the sun for you

I've been spending half the year

In a plane going up and down

You've been seeing other people from a nearby town

Been obsessing and getting depressed about us

Excess baggage and other stupid band stuff

I wish my heart was cold

But it's warmer than before

I wish my heart was as cold as the morning dew

But it's as warm as saxophones

And honey in the sun for you

When you said the veins in my left hand

Were shaped like a tree

Was that the very last time you really looked at me?

I'm in training to become as cold as ice

I'm determined to protect my feelings disguise

When I said I didn't love you I told you a lie

There no one above you although I try

Would you laugh at the time I spent calling your name

Over and over and over and over again?

The trouble is I got me close to hating me

When I wake up in the morning its your face I see

Where you once made me feel less afraid

You've got me pouring myself all over this page