Spent

I'm just not meant to find home

I can't be loved by anyone

I'm still chasing the falling sun

'cause I'm a failed son

I'm just not meant to find home

I can't be loved by anyone

I'm still chasing the falling sun

'cause I'm a failed son

I've never known what it's like to have an answer

Nothing to say than the scattered thoughts of yesterday

I just want to see clearly, but you're blinding me for now

I need a sense of direction to stop me from spinning out

Fading out to the point of becoming transparent

A life alone, forever on the outside

A life pushed aside and all these years of falling behind

It's only me and everything I couldn't be

Coming undone at every seam you pulled apart

You pulled apart my fucking heart

No matter where you came from, no matter where you've been

No one gives a fuck, unless you fit right in

I've found comfort in seclusion, I've found peace in solitude

I feel secure in isolation, I swear it's easy for me

So just leave me be

I want to leave the last page blank in this book

I want to be the air in the backwoods

I want to leave the last page blank in this book

I want to be the life the night took