Calming, Crippling

Burn. Please. Burn

That calming crippling

Burn. Please. Burn

That calming crippling

You can't afford to hit that peak of rage again

So just take another hit

The only thing that's calming me is fucking crippling

But I need that numbing to breathe

Another dollar down the drain, another problem paused for now. But what did it really solve? I don't my mind involved at all

I'm losing regard for myself, I'm losing track of all my thoughts

I needed something to erase the moment, something to carry me away

I don't want to be stuck in this reality

I don't want to be stuck in this reality

I lie motionless, drifting in and out of the colorless walls closing in on me

I want to drift away and let my mind fade to black

Fall into nothingness, cause there's nothing left

No chance to catch myself when I'm heart set on escaping

Never had a chance to catch myself

I don't want to be stuck in this reality

I don't want to be stuck in this reality

I lie motionless, drifting in and out of the colorless walls closing in on me

Burn. Please. Burn

Breathe it out, sink and let it numb me

Burn. Please. Burn

Breathe it out, sink and let it numb me