I Can’t Drive

Drove my car off a bridge
Listening to radio city
When our song came on
The one you used to sing with me
Fuck it, I can't drive
But I like to imagine
Put my hurt in a scene
And then see what happens
You said that it was romantic
I was in psychosis
And you left me depressed
My mother cleaned up the mess
Cried into her arms
I never cry like that
But now you're on the pills
A stranger looking back
Take it from me
I'm not looking for anybody
Take it from me
I'm not looking for anybody
I'm sick of car rides
You lied while we lay back to side
Now I'm driving and I hear you
Singing about how you got high, got high, got high
I'm not looking for anybody
I'm not looking for anybody
I turned the radio off
I'm in a car park
Off the edge of the motorway
I just go on
It's loud without noise
I think my head hates my guts
And my shoes made of iron
So I can't get up
It's been seven months
But time's a killer
'til I saw you with her
The months felt like filler
I'm not angry, I just really thought you cared
It's only when you're drunk
You give me time to spare
Take it from me
I'm not looking for anybody
Take it from me
I'm not looking for anybody
I'm sick of car rides
You lied while we lay back to side
Now I'm driving and I hear you
Singing about how you got high, got high, got high
I'm not looking for anybody
I'm not looking for anybody
I wanna start smoking
Just to feel the rush
I liked someone who did it once
I wanna get off
This road I'm on
But I'm stuck at the wheel
It was our favorite song
I play it so I can feel
It's best not to think
I don't think of it often
Not unless I drink
My god I can't think
Am I the bad guy here?
My fuel is empty
Give it a few years
And you'll be in the back seat
Take it from me
I'm not looking for anybody
Take it from me
'Cause I'm not looking for anybody
'Cause I can't even drive
I just needed something to romanticize my desperate life
My desperate life
My mother said it was right when she said
Take it from me
I'm not looking for anybody
Take it from me
I'm not looking for anybody