Messiah (Acoustic)

I think I'm all the things I hate
I think about crying to manipulate
The ones who think I'm insecure
Go and tell the mirror who your posin' for
Damn

Borrow my friends prescription pills
Do it just to feel the thrill
No one tell you drugs can kill ya?
Drinking just to talk to strangers
Like I'm alive to entertain you
While I copy your behaviour

And I'll be your messiah
Like your prettier Jesus
I guess I'm all the things I hate
I think about crying to manipulate
The ones who I think I'm insecure
Go and tell the mirror who you're posin' for

Damn
Off guard now I hold the guilt in my hands
Alone
Not healthy but at least I got a way to cope
Damn, can't cope alone

It isn't where I thought my life would be
Now I've hit past 23
Consumed by the noise to stay alive
Recovery exposed on the internet
Filtered through a strangers lense
Round those I pay to call friends

And I'll be your messiah
Like your prettier Jesus
I guess I'm all the things I hate
I think about crying to manipulate
The ones who think I'm insecure
Go and tell the mirror who your posin' for

Damn
Off guard now I hold the guilt in my hands
Alone
Not healthy but at least I got a way to cope
Damn, can't cope alone

Don't tell me how to get better
You know that I love it when I'm getting sadder
Don't tell me how to get better
You know that they love it when I'm getting sadder
Don't tell me how to get better
The people won't like me if I'm any louder
Don't tell me how to get better
You know I fucking love it when I'm getting sadder

I guess I'm all the things I hate
I think about crying to manipulate
The ones who think I'm insecure
Go and tell the mirror who you're posin' for
Damn

I am your messiah
Like your prettier Jesus
I am your messiah
Like your prettier Jesus