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I never hoped for the best but
I'd be surprised if it got any worse, I swear
I never told you the truth
I realized that you never cared at all
I woke up this morning
On someone else's mattress
Don't mean to be a bother
But what the fuck just happened? (Aye)
And I fell apart in your driveway like a thousand times
In the past few months, my dear, I've lived a thousand lives
I knew from the start that I, I should've drawn the line
You're hot to the touch, my dear, I keep getting cauterized
I'm letting the blood build up in my mouth
I'm so damn scared of just letting it out
I'm so damn scared of the sound it'll make on the ground
I woke up this morning
On someone else's mattress
Don't mean to be a bother
But what the fuck just happened? (Aye)
And I fell apart in your driveway like a thousand times
In the past few months, my dear, I've lived a thousand lives
I knew from the start that I, I should've drawn the line
You're hot to the touch, my dear, I keep getting cauterized
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Fuck me why did I do that?
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I can't stand myself, but you knew that
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I woke up this morning
On someone else's mattress
Don't mean to be a bother
But what the fuck just happened?