the good the bad the olga

I'm not that boy that I once was at all
And I know you can't accept
That I'm all grown up
I'll stay in touch but
I have some problems to attend to like
How I feel like I'm just not enough and
No one seems to give a fuck about me
It keeps compounding
I know that everyone is fine without me
So this is it
My final shift
My last hurrah
Before I take a gun and
Do something I should have done
I walked myself back home
I walked myself back
Was tired, angry like always
Can't believe you called me today, out of all days
Apologized but we both know
That's what they all say
The sun would shine, but nowadays, it's all gray
Should I lie and tell you that it's all great?
How I feel like I'm just not enough and
No one seems to give a fuck about me
It keeps compounding
I know that everyone is fine without me
So this is it
My final shift
My last hurrah
Before I take a gun and
Do something I should have done
I'm damn near apologetic, but I'm far from empathetic
For you, I did this for me, and that's true
Whoa-oh-whoa, oh
I'm damn near apologetic, but I'm far from empathetic
For you, I did this for me, and that's true
I have nothing left to lose
I have nothing left to lose