im nothing thats all i am

As you walked away from me, I counted every stride
Goddammit, this happens every time
I looked you in the face, said, "I'm fine"
But goddammit, would you believe I lied?
I know it doesn't look like I tried
'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time
'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time

I get drunk, I get drunk, I get too fucked up
I get stuck in my head, or I get stuck up
On the things that I had or the people I trust
And the things I won't say to the people I love

Like, oh, my God
We've been here far too long
You almost broke my heart
You left as I started drinking
The fuck was I thinking?

As you walked away from me, I counted every stride
Goddammit, this happens every time
I looked you in the face, said, "I'm fine"
But goddammit, would you believe I lied?
I know it doesn't look like I tried
'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time
'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time

And I know that you won't
So I'll leave, you'll stay home
I can't help it, I must go

It's like, oh, my God
We've been here far too long
You almost broke my heart
You left as I started drinking
The fuck was I thinking?

As you walked away from me, I counted every stride
But goddammit, this happens every time
I looked you in the face, said, "I'm fine"
But goddammit, would you believe I lied?
I know it doesn't look like I tried
'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time
'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time