Low

(Get back, what?)
(Yeah)
How am I supposed to grow when I've never been this low?
How was I supposed to know that I'd face this on my own?
How am I supposed to grow when I've never been this low?
How was I supposed to know that I'd face this on my own?

It's funny how I used to think rock bottom was tough
But this is so much worse
You think it's not so bad until it happens to you
Now I'm stuck with my own guilt
I'm being drowned by my own life
But I'm the only one around who can save me
Dragged down by my own life
I'm the only one around who can save me

Sometimes I think that shit would be better
If I was still fucked out of my head
Higher than I could even know
How am I supposed to grow?
I can't even function on my own
I've never been this low
How was I supposed to know?
I can't do this on my own

('Cause I'm afraid of what I'll become)
(My whole word has come undone)
(And I'm scared what I'll become)
(I can't do this on my own)

I used to think rock bottom was tough
But this is so much worse
You think it's not so bad until it happens to you
Now I'm stuck with my own guilt
I'm being drowned by my own life
But I'm the only one around who can save me
Dragged down by my own life
I'm the only one around who can save me

(Yeah)
How am I supposed to grow?
How am I supposed to grow?
How am I supposed to grow?
I've never been this fuckin' low

I hate myself

Yeah
Check, check
How am I supposed to grow?
I can't function on my own
I've never been this fucking low

But I'm grateful for every day that I wake up
That doesn't mean that I don't fucking dread the outcome