White Noise

So I could just for once be at peace and fit in my own skin
Help me feel human again

Yeah
I need some space to hide
Somewhere else that isn't my mind
Help me feel human again
'Cause every day is a struggle to keep myself in check

All I want is a quiet life
There's so many fucking thoughts racing through my head
I need a, I need a moment of silence, a moment of silence
A second to myself
I can't sleep and I can't relax
Everything is so loud and my walls are closing in
It's so loud
It's so loud
My head is fucking loud
Quiet
Quiet

Give me a chance to get myself together
'Cause I've spent my time trying to be calm
Just give me one fucking minute
Just give me some space to hide
Somewhere else that isn't my mind
Please, give me some space to ride this shit out
So I can just for once be at peace and fit in my own skin
Help me feel human again

It's so loud
It's so loud
Can I get a moment to myself?
Fuck

I still hear it
The sounds in my head are too much to bear
I still hear it
The, the, the, the sounds are too much to bear
To bear, to bear
It's so loud, it's so loud

Quiet
Quiet
Quiet
It's so loud, it's so loud

I can't fucking concentrate when you're speaking over my thoughts
'Cause every day is a struggle to keep myself in check
And right now I'm about to burst 'cause this room is fucking killing me
All this time I've kept it in 'cause existence is my hell
Yeah, yeah
Yeah

Existence is my hell
Existence is my hell