5 Am (feat. Merkules & FUTURISTIC)

It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again
About to watch the sun come busting in
I swore that I would change when no one was around
Now I'm gasping for air like I'm about to drown

But here I go with that codeine in that white cup
With the cocaine on that counter
Swear to God I wasn't looking for no problems when I found them
It's a long way when you falling down
When you're sitting on top of that mountain
'Cause I've been living life with no boundaries

I've been living with a heart that's full of coke
Ooh, I'm so out of control
I'm better off being alone
Ooh, I'm so out of control

It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again
About to watch the sun come busting in
It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again
About to watch the sun come busting in
I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet (I'm fucked up)
I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet (what up Jelly?)

I'm still tryna learn all the do's and the don'ts
Abusive, I'm used to just losing control
What a loser, I choose to be stupid, I know
I'm using this music, it's food for the soul
It's hard for me to admit this is reality
I'm still tryna cope with this addictive personality
I've been feeling like the victim of insanity
That's probably why I keep on drinking through the agony

I start my day with a shot and a cigarette
I noticed if I'm drunk, then I'm not gonna get upset
Even had a dream that I lost all my inner-rest
Seven-day bender while I drop seconds, making Mikey laugh
Now I gotta try to drown all the voices
Got a lot of problems, but I'm bound to avoid 'em
Guess I gotta learn how to make choices
I'm drunk right now, so it's pointless

I've been living with a heart that's full of coke
Ooh, I'm so out of control
I'm better off being alone
Ooh, I'm so out of control

It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again
About to watch the sun come busting in
It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again
About to watch the sun come busting in
I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet (I'm fucked up)
I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet (I know how it goes)

Here I go with that double cup, had a good thing, I'ma fuck it up
Couple old homies used to run with us
Got themselves jumped like Double Dutch
'Cause the antislavery, they been out of bounds
I been 'round the town, young and wildin' out
Look at my accounts, know I'm really winning
But inside an ocean, in my mind I drown

I ain't wanna be all that, they wonder how I seen all that
Now I really been a fiend, ah yeah, lost you 'cause the dream all bad
My problems solved when that bottle calls, then my psycho runs like the dryer
I take two hits to get higher, look outside, the sun start to rising, damn

It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again
About to watch the sun come busting in
It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again
About to watch the sun come busting in
I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet (I'm fucked up)
I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet