Didn't I

[Verse 1]

Trip to the office for antibiotics

Two down the hatch like a kid doing chores

It hits like a haunting, you saying what you wanted

'Cause it sounds like a threat, think I've been here before

[Verse 2]

Picked you on purpose 'cause you were an old friend

Knew me when I was in love with a champ

Now I get nervous, your voice like an omen

Your name like a curse I can't kick, I can't stand

[Chorus]

I wanted this, didn't I, didn't I, at least some of it

Didn't I, didn't I, I wanted this, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I

[Verse 3]

Give your opinions on rights and prescriptions

De-masculation of American men

You on your high horse, an act of devine force

Using my body as a means to an end

[Chorus]

I wanted this, didn't I, didn't I, at least some of it

Didn't I, didn't I, I wanted this, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I

[Verse 4]

Half of my draw was the fact that it happened

You wanted to prove you could piss in his pool

And I co-conspired, I thought I'd be happy to be in your thrall

Out from under his rule but that's the funny thing about anger

Have really never felt it like this and no sum of money or making you a stranger really could ever undo what you did