I Feel Like Dying

[Chorus]

So go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces

I can't change, hate that I need it

Blow my brains if you really leavin’

Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings

I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it

Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?

Everything I want blows up when I’m tryin'

It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin'

[Verse 1]

Gun to my head, yeah

People talkin' 'bout me like I died, I'm not dead yet

Maybe if I did then I'd be finally gettin’ rest, yeah

Maybe if I died, they’d finally listen what I said, yeah, yеah, yeah

I'm so sick of people sayin’ that thеy know what's in my interests

Barely go outside and now I really got no friends left

So many mistakes, I don't think I got no sins left

Killed so many rappers, wonder who they gonna sin next

[Refrain]

Up in flames, I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]

So go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces

I can’t change, hate that I need it

Blow my brains if you really leavin'

Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings

I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it

Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?

Everything I want blows up when I'm tryin'

It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin'

[Verse 2]

Trust issues always in my head like that

Try to change me, swear I always gotta fight back

Can you blame me, yeah, when this is all that I have?

No one made me, no one else is takin' this path

'Cause everyone is fake, so concerned with being numb

There's more to life than money but they keep their eyes closed

I gotta be myself 'cause if I don't, they pull me low

I know I gotta do it, I can feel it in my bones

[Refrain]

Up in flames, I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]

So go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces

I can't change, hate that I need it

Blow my brains if you really leavin'

Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings

I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it

Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?

Everything I want blows up when I'm tryin'

It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin'