Catch A Bullet

[Intro]

Let it run, yeah, Joyner...

[Chorus]

'Cause every single night

I stare at the ceiling

If I can take the pain

Then I could take a bullet

If I just pulled the trigger

Then that would take the feeling

I wonder if it hurts

I wonder if I'll feel it

'Cause every single night

I stare at the ceiling

If I can take the pain

Then I could take a bullet

If I just pulled the trigger

Then that would take the feeling

I wonder if it hurts

I wonder if ...

[Verse 1]

Life's passing me by, people just staring at me

Letting down a window, smoking my new kush

And all I ever wanted was to make my parents happy

The good American dream, life is too short

And fairy tales don't exist, you don't get shit from Santa

Pockets emppty to press, sleeping in different trailers

I'm dreaming condos in Vegas, maybe on in Atlanta

Pro'lly cop me a mansion out on a different planet

Blindfolded and bounded I guess I couldn't see

Watching niggas who made thinking: "That could be me"

Maybe I could be famous, maybe I could be free

Maybe I should just take the pain that you took from me

Remember, family first, though we were unstable

Who would've known that my could be my fucking angel?

I wouldn't made it this far if it wasn't for your halo

I promise soon as I make it we all gon' be fuego

[Chorus]

And every single night

I stare at the ceiling

If I can take the pain

Then I could take a bullet

If I just pulled the trigger

Then that would take the feeling

I wonder if it hurts

I wonder if I'll feel it

'Cause every single night

I stare at the ceiling

If I can take the pain

Then I could take a bullet

If I just pulled the trigger

Then that would take the feeling

I wonder if it hurts

I wonder if I'll feel it

'Cause every single night

I stare at the ceiling

If I can take the pain

Then I could take a bullet

If I just pulled the trigger

Then that would take the feeling

I wonder if it hurts

I wonder if I'll feel it

'Cause every single night

I stare at the ceiling

If I can take the pain

Then I could take a bullet

If I just pulled the trigger

Then that would take the feeling

I wonder if it hurts

I wonder if...

[Verse 2]

Just a youngin with [?]

No direction I found myself in the face of fear

If I close my eyes maybe I disappear

My subconscious was spinning feelings but interfering

I told God: "If you take this pain then I'll stop sinning"

I got some brothers, we conversated for 5 minutes

We barely know each other, I think it's the time difference

Sometimes I blame myself when I spend no time with 'em

Never been a gangster, I'm cut from a different cloth

Don't think I'm weak 'cus you'll get to see if you piss me off

Turn off the TV and brain-repeating and you niggas lost

Your whole generation is built on some shit you saw

Haven't spoken a while, but ain't no feelings lost

And to date, you're my father, we've been through shit before

Because it wasn't so easy cutting a nigga off

I'm tired of facing these bridges we never get across

[Chorus]

But every single night

I stare at the ceiling

If I can take the pain

Then I could take a bullet

If I just pulled the trigger

Then that would take the feeling

I wonder if it hurts

I wonder if I'll feel it

'Cause every single night

I stare at the ceiling

If I can take the pain

Then I could take a bullet

If I just pulled the trigger

Then that would take the feeling

I wonder if it hurts

I wonder if I'll feel it

But every single night

I stare at the ceiling

If I can take the pain

Then I could take a bullet

If I just pulled the trigger

Then that would take the feeling

I wonder if it hurts

I wonder if I'll feel it

'Cause every single night

I stare at the ceiling

If I can take the pain

Then I could take a bullet

If I just pulled the trigger

Then that would take the feeling

I wonder if it hurts

I wonder if I'll feel it