Another Round

It’s easier with cloudy eyes, on foggy nights

With the lights turned down

When everything that’s wrong is right, simplified

It all makes sense somehow

Had the opportunity but usually

I’d rather just fuck off

Got smashed, yeah drinks were free

Fell asleep in a gutter

I-I-I-I said some things that I shouldn’t

I did some things I normally wouldn’t

I let the bad overcome the good and

In my mind I understood that it was time

To face the fate been haunting me for 23 years of my life

They say the apple doesn’t fall from the tree, believe that that applies to me

Fuck didn’t mean to drink all that, I wanna go home

He’ll never call back, feel it in my bones

Left my heart inside a New York City cab

Stumbled on the walk back, numbers well I lost track

Feel like I’m caught in a world of blank commotion

Spent most of my life running but I found it’s better floating

Vacant, making statements I can’t stand behind

Faded maybe half the time, my body way too fucking much I ask of mine

Past the line, past the limit too, life is just what circumstance has given you

Please excuse me if I’m hazy on the details

But I’ve been busy running this shit off of the rails

And I can tell that I disappoint my friends

See I used to feel appalled but now it really all depends

Screaming hell yeah fucking right

Another day gone, another vice

Another late call, another cry

We’ll talk it out like another time

Observe these people I consider to be glamorous

But closer looks at mannerisms reveal they’re hammering

A shot, a drink, a pill, a gram, a spliff, a line, a joint

Might have made it out alive but you really missed the point

And the point was that you missed it all

Had a shit ton of potential but you pissed it all

Living life like you got some kind of crystal ball

System all confused, baby I sure could use another round

It all keeps spinning around