Portrait of a Cigarette Smoker at Age 19

[Verse 1]I used to be a stereotype, half alive with half open eyes

With a one track mind and a flawed design

Feeling like I was lost at sea at only the age of 19

Floating around in alcohol and apathy

Taking in too much caffeine and nicotine

[Pre-Chorus]

If we make it out of here alive

Just say you won't look back to see

Just who we left behind

[Chorus]

There might not be a next time

With all the ups and downs and turnarounds

Might not be a next time

To the breaking up to breaking down

Might not be a next time

Yeah we were the ones who'd say

There might not be a next time

[Verse 2]

I used to be a stereotype, someone you'd never recognize

With fingers so yellow that they matched the yellow skies

And there were a few things I memorized from all those blurry times

Like bottles clinking under blinking signs

And a few last words from long lost friends of mine

[Pre-Chorus]

And if we make it out of here alive

Just say you won't look back to see

Just who we left behind (there might not be a next time)

[Chorus]

There might not be a next time

With all the ups and downs and turnarounds

Might not be a next time

To the breaking up to breaking down

Might not be a next time

Yeah we were the ones who'd say

There might not be a next time

[Pre-Chorus]

And if we make it out of here alive

Just say you won't look back to see

Just who we left behind

Just who we left behind

[Chorus]

After all the fuck ups and fallouts

There might not be a next time

With all the ups and downs and turnarounds

Might not be a next time

Through all the breaking up to breaking down

There might not be a next time

Yeah we were the ones who'd say

There might not be a next time

Might not be a next time

There might not be a next time

[Outro]

Words to live by

We're all doing just fine